| midnighthunter ( @ 2005-05-03 01:01:00 |
Gonna be Blunt
Ok, So I posted something the other day, this means I cared enough to inform you all of my safety... well some of you.
Me posting did NOT constitute a desire to be contacted by people that I am still very angry at. You all can blame me for a lot of shit, so you got hurt, so did I. End of story for now.
I am fixing my damn life... period, people in the St Louis area will not see me until my life is 100% fixed, so it might be quite a goddamn while.
One exception, in a few weeks I am going to stop and drop off Borg's gun at Hypriest's place, or with his parents. Then I am going to Ren faire for a day, I'm not gonna play happy social pretend I'm cool with people.
This is not a fuck you all post or even a fuck some of you post, it is simply me not being prepared to deal with things yet, emotionally, financially, or anything ending in -ly.
If you don't know what I am talking about this is not directed at you, butt out.
linda obviously this isn't directed at you. Or you Fatimus.
my e-mail is twiztidexistance@yahoo.com, if you need to talk "Buisiness" state it and I may reply depending on requests.
-Russ
Ok, So I posted something the other day, this means I cared enough to inform you all of my safety... well some of you.
Me posting did NOT constitute a desire to be contacted by people that I am still very angry at. You all can blame me for a lot of shit, so you got hurt, so did I. End of story for now.
I am fixing my damn life... period, people in the St Louis area will not see me until my life is 100% fixed, so it might be quite a goddamn while.
One exception, in a few weeks I am going to stop and drop off Borg's gun at Hypriest's place, or with his parents. Then I am going to Ren faire for a day, I'm not gonna play happy social pretend I'm cool with people.
This is not a fuck you all post or even a fuck some of you post, it is simply me not being prepared to deal with things yet, emotionally, financially, or anything ending in -ly.
If you don't know what I am talking about this is not directed at you, butt out.
linda obviously this isn't directed at you. Or you Fatimus.
my e-mail is twiztidexistance@yahoo.com, if you need to talk "Buisiness" state it and I may reply depending on requests.
-Russ